Today it has been raining outside, and raining a little bit in. But that’s ok. Some days it just DOES.
My name is Meagan and its been 55 days since I last blogged. It doesn’t seem that long, in fact it all seems to have gone in the blink of an eye. But my gosh, you know and I know, ALL THE THINGS have happened. ALL.
Universe, I trust you so hard right now, I’m trusting you with a lot, and essentially, this is what is helping me through the days. I know there must be some pretty awesome things lined up for me, for me to seek out, strive for and take with both hands. There will be bumps in the road and I know I will sometimes stumble, but I WILL get up and I will get my happy ending.
I have consciously and subconsciously asked you for so.many.things in the past few months and you have just shone and have granted me with some pretty wonderful things.
With the GRACE I promised myself at the start of the year and with my complete trust in YOU, it’s why I am still getting on, still moving forward.
Love is endless if you know where to look and I am just overflowing right now.
I am really looking forward to my next chapter
Muchas gracias – Me.
Some times it’s just so much easier to give up, isn’t it? Some days just feel like they are going to end in a heap before you have even taken your second conscious breath. We all feel like this at some stage, I am so sure of it.
Thing is, we are only betraying ourselves if we don’t get up, if we don’t even try.
I’ve done SO much soul searching the past few months and I have listened to myself completely, for the first time in a long time, and I have learnt a lot about myself and my self worth. I’ve been really kind to myself, which sometimes I struggle with, but I am my own best friend as well as my own worst enemy, previously I’ve tended to lean towards enemy, but I’ve given her a shove off.
And you know what, I choose happiness.. and cake. Always cake.
I think I’ve written about this before (I just re read it and am still in LOVE with the Buddhist mind sets that I listed), but I believe life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. It’s just a much nicer way of looking at things and really it’s just so true.
Shit will happen, shit is always going to happen, majority of it will be completely out of our control; but its how we react to it that defines everything else. That’s a massive choice which is always in our own hands. Pretty cool hey!
Emotions are so important too and important enough not to be stuffed down in our socks to only have them erupt in the most awkward of circumstances, but, going blow out crazy is not an option, well not for me. Crying is great, but wallowing for days on end, no thanks. I have so many better things to be focussing my emotions and energy on…
…. I’m starting up my own lil micro business, so stay tuned for more details on that. I am so lucky I have the support of family and friends on this one and I just really LOVE what I am doing and who knows what will happen with it, but I’m pretty content with it at the moment. It’s giving me something to put my heart into and it’s also really relaxing, WIN WIN!
I’ve also started personal training which was a massive decision for me, but one that I know I had to take, just for some all round healthiness; mind, body and soul. The ole’ universe through that one at me as it knew I needed it and sent me a pretty cool cat to help me out. Honestly, forever grateful.
The past two months I haven’t been blogging but I’ve still been around, reading, commenting, and just feeling the love that’s floating around in the airwaves. I am so lucky to be a part of a huge loving community, you are all just peaches. Keep on keeping on!
~Linking in with Jess, it has been quite some time, share the love~